the week according to MOnkee
Back after a week with not much to say.
Working is all I do and nothing more. I’m drowning myself,
but don’t have a clue how to stop that.
I haven’t got much to do besides working,
I can’t get a good sleep and friends are busy..
The strangest thing is that I feel desperately alone,
but I don’t feel like hanging out either.
It’s hard to explain, but feeling lonely but don’t feel
like hanging out isn’t a good combo..
You’re in need of attention, but on the other hand
you can be annoyed by people when you get attention.
Guess it has to do with the kind of people who are “bothering” you..
Yesterday I had a good talk with a friend of mine about work,
and specially about working too much.
Later that evening I had a good conversation
with a bunch of friends about our selfimage.
The video’s on MTV and TMF with like 99%
of naked “hot” women is not egoboosting…
Just like the adverts about slimming down and
losing your cellulite, while watching women who
are like a skeleton and don’t even live with the
problem of losing fat or cellulite.
But the conversation was nice, it gave me another
point of view…
Especially without a screen between us..
Now I just wanna be alone again, or not..
June 14th, 2008 at 14:13
Hey Wendy,
Mijn moeder vertelde laatst dat ze met de bibliotheek waar ze werkt een workshop gamen had gehad en dat dat gedaan werd door een meisje waarvan ze dacht ‘dat is net zo’n meisje als Lot’. en zou wilde toen nog vragen ‘ken je lot’ maar dat leek haar te raar en random. Maar ik vroeg een beetje door en ik kwam erachter dat jij het was, echt te grappig
Ze vond het trouwens heel leuk.